One of the things that always bothered me was when my parents would come into my room unannounced. There's times when I've given them permission to come in but at times they would just come in uninvited. My dad was the worst about this too, in fact he'd always have a fit if I locked the door. Honestly I think that could lead to some mental health issues, I think I should do some research on it. I've been watching some psychology videos about different things but I really feel like doing this could help me understand some of my issues, especially when it comes to trust or with me being extremely territorial.
I have a particular bad memory from when I was in Florida. My dad had gone to see his former boss Lana, and my mom got upset with him. There was a huge fight and they were talking about getting separated. It's part of what caused me to live in the dorms for a semester but when they were fighting I retreated to my room and locked the door to get away from it. My dad started throwing a fit about that and he was trying to go all soft on me when he busted the lock, I then ended up threatening to break a lamp on his skull. Yeah, sometimes I really hated my father for the things he did, and it wasn't the first time I threatened violence against him.
Anyway that's all I have time to post for now, I'll try to do that research and hopefully I'll come up with something substantial, either way it's gonna get posted.
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