Been a long time...

It feels like forever and a half since I've posted to this blog, but a lot has been happening... Never a dull moment in my life it seems. I'll start with the most recent things that have happened. First of all I think it's worth mentioning that a friend of Liz found out about what happened recently. She tried getting in touch with me, so we talked for a little while, and I told her about what happened from my point of view. But it brought something to my attention. Something wasn't right about that car accident. I've been feeling that for a long time, but I disregarded it as superstition. On an unrelated note, I'm trying to get a job again. Before, my motivation for getting employment was so I could get out of here and move in with Liz (she had invited me to be her roommate, and I've been trying to make it happen for a year.) After having my dreams crushed for our future 3 years ago, it's been hard to get myself motivated to do anything, but then I met some people on the internet who said that isn't what she'd have wanted. And they're right. I can't just sit around brooding all day over my loss. If there's some chance she is watching me in spirit, that would break her heart, no doubt about it. So, I've decided that if the world pisses me off, if it wants to attack everything I hold dear, I must do something about it, instead of wallowing in despair. Before all that, though, I've been having tech problems. My laptop was unusable for a while, and so I had to go get that fixed. Unfortunately it involved ordering a system disc from the manufacturer's website, despite everything I tried to do to keep it in good shape. That's all I can think of at the top of my head.